Morning Ramblings...

Sydney is "off" this morning... When my kids do not feel well.. I KNOW they dont.. yet they dont tell me they are... and just say something like "I am tired." Why can't they tell me they dont freaking feel good??? I hope she is not fixing for a seizure. Her seizures are weird... and the school kind of freaks out when they think she is having one. She doesn't fall on the floor and shake and convulse... She is sort of "awake" as they are occurring and she will often vomit or urinate. Crazy...
OK... I just sent them walking to school in the rain... I am a BAD mother! UGH! I would have driven them if the moldy girl didnt show up. I do not have space in my car for the baby, Kiley, Ashley, Sydney and moldy girl. I honestly do not even have space for all my children in the car to begin with... Do I send moldy girl packing and bring my own to school? I sent them with thier coats on and umbrella in hand. A little rain never hurt anyone right?
We should be hearing from housing regarding our impending move. There are a couple of units available in this area but I already know I do not want them. One, I know has a mold issue and other issues as well that I would not be able to take that unit. The other one, I know the adjoining unit has mold issues and well.. that lady harrasses me about some supplement she sells.... and I do NOT want to move somewhere where the person is going to keep asking me if I am using the stuff... I do not know much about supplements but I know many products advise someone to not use it if they have thyroid disease and this product says something on the label about not approved by some government organization.. dont know which one it is... but.. I am not getting up to go read it. So anyways.. the third unit is on the same field within spitting distance of the lawn mower gal... and we went there last night and OMG... disgusting. Her daughter has many issues the poor thing.. and honestly, I do not need that girl running away to MY house every other minute. I can NOT do it... I have ENOUGH children of my own to take care of and be safe. I am not going to live a life of tears all summer long because that other child is hurting my kids physically or mentally or annoying them... or whatever. That girl called my house before 6 am one saturday. UGH... really.... So, of the 3 available units in this housing complex I know are empty... I CANT do it.... I will stay in this moldy house and live in the living room with the baby if I have to. At least I wont be as close to the people who annoy me most.
Please Dear God let Sydney be ok and not have me get a call from the school to pick her up....
I have been super sleepy too... so I can only imagine how tired they are.