So much going on

**Grandma Goff passed away on Sunday, September 21st, 2008. We have been up in RI attending the services. I was a reader for the funeral and I could not maintain my composure. I am having a problem with the permanance of death... and that Grandma Goff will never be alive again... and that I will never see her again. The girls were a mess. Sydney especially had a hard time as she had a unique bond with grandma. Ashley had a hard time because she had wanted to see her one more time and Sydney had seen grandma on Tuesday the 16th after her medical appointment in Providence. Chris was a pall bearer and wore his dress blues. The weather was miserable. Her casket was beautiful and everything she would have wanted it to be. Many people attended the service.... She was a Gold Star Mother ....

I will write more later.... I got in to it with my mother because of my brother and his ridiculous behavior and once again I turned out to be the jerk of the family of course... go figure. The most "level headed" of all of us... and I am the idiot...