Yesterday's Walking and miscellaneous... rambles

I walked 1.5 miles again yesterday. It had been quite a while since I last walked.... but I trucked along feeling so ridiculously dehydrated. I have a problem with drinking tap water. Yes, I am a stubborn earth polluter when it comes to drinking bottled H2O. We have been broke because this was a super long pay period and with the funeral, school pictures, scholastic book orders for ALL 3 classes, 2 birthday parties for Sydney to go to... etc. etc. etc. Then WHAM... Grandma Dies... yeah... not a good time grandma... had to borrow my mother's gas cards to fill up our cars to make sure we made it to RI... for the funeral.. and spent 2 nights at mom's on air mattresses on the sanded and NOT sealed wood floors... well... I spent one night on the recliner with CJ.
OH... and to add insult to injury.... TMI coming up....
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I had not had my monthly aunt visit since 2/24/07.... which so happened to be Grandma Goff's 90th birthday. It really wasnt a technical monthly cycle because it was actually a miscarriage due to a chemical pregnancy. I would have been 5 weeks... but, I lost that baby. ON my grandmother's 90th.... I am so glad I did not tell her.... I did not tell her about the one on 11/10/06 either.. anyways.
So, here I am... 9/25/08.... 10 months since giving birth to CJ.. TO THE DAY.. NO period since 2/24/07.... so... hmm... that is what... 19 months since having a period... I did have the postpartum bleeding... but that doesnt count in the cycle of things... and HERE I AM ... at my grandmother's WAKE... WITH AUNT WHATSERFACE VISITING.. HOW?!?!?! WHY??? OF ALL DAYS.... and of course I play number games in my head and of course it all has to do with grandma... INSULT TO INJURY ALL THE WAY!

yuck.

So, the walking thing....
It took me 24.42 to walk my 1.5 mile.... not bad for being a food glutton, sad, lazy, depressed... missing grandma...
it still is so much on my mind... and the things with Sydney... driving is the WORST time... It is when I think... I should just turn the radio on and sing my pathetic little voice away...